Missing me

I miss the unbridled laughter that I shared with you in the carefree days

I miss how wacky I felt when we did crazy stuff together and laughed about it at midnight

I miss the affectionate me and you, when we walked each other home umpteen times just so we could spend more time with each other

I miss those midnight conversations laced with oranges and potato chips

I miss being upset and fighting about the secret crushes and the arguments we had

I miss feeling parsimonious when we had no money, yet we had the best time together

I miss baring my heart out and sharing without a care if I was being judged

I miss the feeling of being complete when you are with me

I miss the attention, that concern in your eyes, when you knew I was upset, but would not ask

I miss the logical me that I can be with you, but never seem to be able to follow it myself

I miss feeling a glow in me, when you look at me with admiration

I miss how comforted I feel with your warm hug or the sweet caress when you wipe a tear away

I miss the way I feel when the day ends, and I wanted more time with you

I miss sharing my ever changing dreams and your laughter when you hear about them

I miss riding and driving around talking about mundane things and going into silence at a beautiful song

I miss how crazy we could be and live like there was no tomorrow indeed

I miss the soul searching conversations that eventuate from nothingness

Words probably cannot do justice to what I feel, but just to say that I miss you,

 I miss that me, I become when I am with you

We meet and acquaint several people in our lifetime, with just a handful, who become integral to your life. To the handful who is such an essential part of my life, I have been thinking about you.